Where is the music coming from?
Glittering, gleaming, shining
cityscape. Cinema at its finest as a
pair take the wilderness as their
stage, their feet shuffling and
flying. All we hear is the swish of
her dress as it hits his trousers and
the sound of dust being kicked up
against the peak of humanity.
There is no music here.
The full moon somehow has
enough light to give and we see
each sequins, each weave of their
expensively poor clothes, and
we are invoked as ghosts of
everlasting futures. Suspended
animation / willful suspension of
disbelief - it's all the same to us.
Different names, same surround
sound system. Moonlight is darker
with the smudges of the histories
and poems that clamour its name,
and we add silver lamplight to
make up for the humanity that
afflicts it.
There is no perfect shadow here.
Let's change this picture a bit shall we?
Add the dust of a landscape that
bears the weight of the artists it
failed to provide for. The ugly neon
of lamplights that would replace
the moonlight and the music
for the far away yet seemingly closeby
gaze of a stranger who looks at the
dancing couple in quiet nocturne
and assumes insanity. Get in the
sounds of incessant traffic and the
sleepless city, all the things the
movies want you to forget, want
you to pretend that they're not
there because they are. They are, in
the glaring Edison bulbs that reset
reality as soon as you step outside
the cinema Hall. The alien taste of
PVR popcorn as it leaves its
birthplace, divine essence fading
as it and the remaining soda
fizzles away: the magicians of
movies can only do so much.
So little.
Look at the picture again.
Recognise the laminated gaze that
you watch it with, sealing it in the
perfections of a code that took us
14 billion years to reach, and all we
try to do is make ourselves more
bearable. The human condition is
such a wretched thing, we can't
help but magnify and beautify the
best and the worst of us. To
forgive the villain as they break
down crying, Discomfort is an
estranged sibling.
We try to run away from the dust
that tints the lenses, that used to
be us a few hours ago. But, the
past is the past, and we cannot
dwell there, cannot eat, cannot
disbelieve. We cannot outrun the
dust that should tint the picture.
And so the lights dim to show you
only the FHD screen. Hidden
alcoves and sniper-placed
speakers shoot soft melodies into
our eardrums so that we might
believe. The seats you can sink
into if you try hard enough, and the
air smells of old popcorn.
The armrest is sticky. The floor
littered with the offerings of
believers past. The seat is
uncomfortable just enough to
make you shift inches, if not rise
altogether to stretch your legs.
Look at the picture.
Do you believe?
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